I'm in it. A funk. Not sure what the deal is, but I'm just not feeling cheery and vivacious. I'm pissed of that I work my ass off and go above and beyond, and I ask for ONE DAY off and not only did I not get the day off, but I'm working overnights this week so that while my folks (and other family members) are here, I will see them even LESS because I'll be sleeping during the day.
All the same, I dread going back to days because I'll be working that frenetic store with no chance to start and finish a project and the ever changing schedule that my Tauren heart so loathes. I keep thinking about trying to find a new job and then I get depressed thinking about the fact that I'm going to be 35 this year and I still don't have a "career". 5 more years to 40 and I still haven't grown up yet. What the hell is wrong with me?
So yeah, I'm PMSing and all this stuff will be out of my head in about a week, but until then I'm going to wallow in my funk and probably eat a lot of chocolate. I need a vacation. And some good news!
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Good news...hmmmm. Not sure I can help you with that one, but I can give you good advice. Something my dad told me recently when I was in a major funk. He told me to allow the Blahs to hang around for 24 more hours and then hick their asses to the curb (maybe his wording was different, but this is what I heard). Totally worked for me. Good news, good news...You are alive, living with the man you love, you have two slightly crazed dogs, you have found a new group of friends (those folks you biked with), you have people all over the country who love you...Don't know if it is news per se, but a reminder. Love ya!
or is it KICK their asses to the curb...d'oh!
Baby you HAVE a full-time career.
It is to be my babydoll.
And you do an excellent job of that.
-R-
And here I was hoping you'd be out of your funk by now...
Well, hope you are and you're just having too good a damn time to care about those of us who wait for your next words! :)
Love ya!
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